By Adalia
The whole blog post yesterday where I talked about how I was committed to my knitting? I take it all back. All. Yesterday I ripped out the whole sock. AGAIN. You know what is even worse than ripping out a sock that you have knit just past the heel because the heel isn't right? Turning a perfect heel, figuring out an encrypted pattern perfectly, knitting all the way to being half done with the foot, and only then realizing that something is dreadfully wrong, and ripping out the whole darn thing. In order to fit this sock, I would need to gain wayyy more than 30 pounds, and grow humongous, inhuman like feet. Yeah, that is way more than I'm willing to do, just so a horrid sock fits (and I really don't think it is humanly possible either). Want to see a photo of the sock?

That sock is wider and taller than my whole hand. I don't think it was supposed to be like that (um, can I say that was a slight understatement?). There is no way this sock is going to fit me. Or anyone I can think of. I showed it to my mom when I realized the horribleness of the situation, and she suggested I finish it, and it could be a stocking. No way. Not in a million years. This stinkin' sock that I so faithfully ripped all the way out, re-knit, ripped out some more when I couldn't figure out the pattern, and still even liked and enjoyed after all that, it totally betrayed me. All that work. All that lovely broken ribbing, just so the sock looked cool and beautiful, so it wasn't just a plain sock, all the knitting and re-knitting, all the time put into it, wasted (all right, I will admit I am being melodramatic, but seriously sock!). Take another look at it.

Here it is with my very first sock. Can you believe I though the green sock was a really big sock when I made it? Not anymore. The previous record is beaten. While you are looking at the photo though, may I point out that the heel is nicely rounded, and the whole sock looks much better than the green one (other than size, of course).

Okay, now you can see the sock isn't just big, or huge, it is gigantic. Sigh. So I sit down and silently rip the horrible sock out, fuming the whole time. Why? Why did this happen. Sadly I know exactly why. Remember yesterday, when I talked about my sock, I had the feeling something was wrong, and I admitted to using wrong sized needles, and here is what I said "What will I do about it? Probably keep knitting. I like my sock a lot, and hey, a big sock is better than no sock, right?" yeah right, well that night the optimism totally faded. I decide no sock was better than gigantic sock. After ripping the sock out, I wound my yarn back up and put in my stash. Then I looked through the stash, hoping to find some yarn that would comfort me in my time of distress. I pulled out my soft green alpaca-merino blend that I got for $3.75, because that yarn just had to make me feel better. I sat on my bed paging through my pattern book, with the soft, sweet colored yarn sitting on my lap. I found a pattern for adorable hand warmers, no fingers to knit, and they would look just perfect in the alpaca-merino. So I decide I would make them. Then I saw what size needles they called for. Size 7. Maybe the circular needles were 7's, I went to ask Tilly, and found out that we don't have size 7 needles (the circular needles were size 8), and just look what happened to the red sock when I used needles that were too big. So I huffed back into my room, tossed the needles into their proper place, and sat on my bed despairingly flipping through my pattern book. It got way to depressing though, when the patterns I liked were in a needle size I didn't have, so I tossed both the yarn and the book into my knitting bag, and turned up my radio. I didn't do anymore knitting that night, and I decided I didn't like knitting anymore.
By the next morning, I had totally changed my mind. I love knitting, I just didn't like my sock. But what was I going to knit? Then I remembered the ball of purple yarn my mom had brought home for me the last night. And I remembered my shruglet. What better thing to do after being betrayed by a sock I had lovingly knit, to work on my shruglet. It had sat in the corner for almost a week. I had put lots of time and effort into it, and I was so sad when I ran out of yarn. It had faithfully sat in the corner just waiting for me. I love that shruglet. So I picked it up, and started knitting with the purple yarn. It will be two colors now, but it doesn't look bad, really.

See how much I have done! It doesn't look like very much, but considering I am knitting over 200 stitches, it's a lot. The shruglet has been going along wonderfully, and I have high hopes for it.

Only two and a half more double rows, and I can separate the sleeves and body!!! I am so happy to have found a project that makes me happy and is going along well so far. I just hope that there are no problems to encounter along the way...